and right now there's a steel knife ...

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
...Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
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Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

... shadow

I can see your shadow every night
From the lights of your window
Reflecting on the pavement outside my door

I know when you're crying
I know when you smile
I know when you're sleeping after a while

I know what your movements are
I see when you dance
And I'm a big jealous when you have a romance

Shadow, shadow
Shadow, shadow, shadow

For me you're a shadow
Or maybe a dream
I know that reality is not what it seems

I sit in my window
With a glass of wine
I know that forever you won't be mine

Shadow, shadow
Shadow, shadow, shadow

I can see your shadow every night
From the lights of your window
Reflecting on the pavement outside my door
My door

Wait for me...

I'm gonna ask you to look away
I love my hands, but it hurts to pray
Life I have isn't what I've seen
The sky is not blue and the field's not green

Wait for me
Mhmm wait, wait for me...
Wait for me

I'm gonna ask you to look away
A broken life will never stay
Tried to hard and I always lay (?)
Days are grey
and nights are black

Wait for me...
Mhmmmmm...

Mein leben

Ich sprach mit ihr am Telefon am Samstag. Aber es kann kaum genannt werden - ein Gespräch, es war nur fluchen und Aufspaltung der Agonie. Das ist schlecht. Ich hasse es hier. Das ist sehr schlecht. Und ich kann es nicht gehen lassen. Ich kann mir nicht helfen. Es stecken. Ich betrank sich und ging am Samstag, Clubbing und wollte in der Früh auf die Apollo kommen, aber wachte um 9 Uhr in somewere Ich wollte nicht zu ... Es ist schlimm. Ich bin die Kontrolle zu verlieren, manchmal. Es ist schlimm. Live ist ein seltsames Ding, ist die Kluft zwischen Liebe und Hass so wenig. Leider. Ich war immer optimistisch, und liebte das leben, was los war, aber jetzt ... Ich weiß es nicht mehr. Ich weiß gar nichts. Leider. Bevor dies alles passiert s *** Ich dachte, ich bin in Christus stark, ich dachte, ich weiß etwas, dachte ich, Sein Wille ist gut und angenehm Ich vertraute ihm. Aber ich habe nirgendwo anders hingehen. Es ist schlimm zu sagen, ich weiß. Ich weiß nichts, ich weiß, dass ich jeden Tag weinen und beten um Hilfe. Aber wer kann mir helfen. Wer braucht schon ein gebrochener Mann. Niemand. Die Leute wollen empfangen, aber nicht zu geben. Dies ist das leben. Nur Gott kann mir helfen und ich weiß nicht wie. Leider. Er sagte, alle eure Sünden und Missetaten vergeben sind, aber es sieht aus wie ich für alles zahlen, noch - Auge um Auge. Er sagtest du kannst mir vertrauen und aus diesem Grund können Sie in Menschen vertrauen, also tat ich, und jetzt alle meine Träume, mein Leben, alles, was ich seit Jahren gearbeitet - alles wird von jemandem vertraute ich mehr als mich selbst gestohlen ... Das ist schlecht. Das ist sehr schlecht, ich weiß. Und jetzt habe ich für Sie stöhnen. Erbärmlich. Ich bin kein Job, den ich je noway wollte wie sein Job. Ich weiß, dass ich gerade brauchen, um mich zu sammeln und zu stoppen Selbst Ablenkung. Aber ich kann nicht. Ich bin allein, saugt mich in die Einsamkeit wie ein Sumpf. Es ist niemand da. Und das ist meine Schuld, und niemand anders. Sad. Traurige Geschichte. Dies ist das leben. Mein leben.

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|| following the void within how i wish you would be here || coincidence makes sense only with you || so frail the veil of life, so beautiful the face of death || no place nowhere || yearning for days of yore in elysian daydreams || the dark will rise, abandon your freedom.. give up the right to find the true self || and i suddenly realize, one can see love only when the roof and walls collapse again in loneliness || in this heart of mine it's you i find.. you're the one || dim the lights, i cannot see.. bring forth ye shadow || only these things count ||
|| i'm just a fucked looking for my own piece of mind || we'll always be freaks.. and you'll never be a freak because you're just too perfect || you make me feel like a person.. like i am me.. and i'm beautiful || don't worry, noone can hurt her.. she's not even there || - aren't you cold? - no. - why not? - i guess i've forgotten how || down there everything is so still and silent that it lulls me to sleep.. it's a weird lullaby || i want to be what you are.. see what you see.. love what you love || it's like looking into the sun without going blind.. i'm consumed || evil is based far more on the visual, whereas good has no good images at all || just wait til i've told my whole story.. and keep your eyes open - nothing is as it seems ||